On friday, i received a text msg which made me think. When i saw what was written in the text, a mixture of feelings shown up. the text msg said ' Aye babe.. i've withdrawn frm sch..won't be comin anymore..send ma regards to s10 gang wid ya..love ya'll.. work hard k' Happy that Amala has found her way, jc life is not what she wanted.. gg into mass com is what she always wanted and she will make it there.. sad that a good friend of mine left me..i will never get a chance to be with her in school anymore, not being able to accompany me back home anymore.. the seat beside will be left empty forever.. the road where amala, jiemin n me used to walk to the 172 bus stop will be lonely..

recently, i seriously tot of gg poly while studying for exams.i imagine myself playing all times, just nid to study when exams comes, just lik what my bro used to do.. seriously speaking, i have NEVER see my bro doing tutorial. he onli do pw n study when exams comes. most of the time, he will just stay at home and rot to the core..i seriously tot of withdrawing just lik what i tried to do in innova..i even took the withdrawal form. but i didn withdraw..

however, after physic test, our last paper, i stayed at home till monday (today). i have nth to do at home n i feel lik rotting at home. i'm used to jc life.. during my weekends, i will mug with my classmates. but now i realli feel sian.. realli sian..it realli made me think whether i should withdraw or not.. the road ahead is a tough one n i dun noe whether i can mak eit if i didn withdraw..........