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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
*sHiMiN* posted at 10:26 AM

24th of oct and also my 24th posts...coincidence

didn went to school today.. resting at home nt becos i'm sick physically but sick psychologically.. wake up at 7 plus today n i started listening to music.. all of sudden, i missed music very much. it has been a year plus since i last played ani instrument. RAndom???? i noe

gg to escape with jm tml.. hopefully nth goes wrong.. i shall shout till my lungs burst n throat hurts!!!! my heart realli hurts.. hurts to the core.. JL mentioned to me that dun noe what when GOD closes the window, he'll open another for u... i hope so!!! i also hope that GOD will carry me to his place n i'll be sitting up there watching ppl..

ytd, we went to long john with jm, xy, yvon and jm's friend, sheryl. we saw two teachers bringing those disabled children out n dine at long john.. upon seeing that, it made me think.. for years, i have been very practical.. i want the best for myself, i want to work as someone who can earns loads of money.. i wanna enjoy life, i want everything.. BUT i forgot that this is not me.. after soul-searching, i noe myself. what i wanted was happiness.. frankly speaking, i dun mind getting a low pay if i realli enjoy myself. i want to be someone tat can take care of these kids. these kids realli nid help..

ya ya wadever, i myself dun noe what i'm writing now... LALALA.. random.. the road ahead of me is unclear...

I WANT HAPPINESS, NO STRESS, NO WORRIES.. BRING ME TO A PLACE THAT HAVE GOT THESE...

I HATE MY PRESENT LIFE..
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