世界上唯一不变的东西就是‘变’。-- the onli constant thing in this world is 'change'.
i hate changes! y cant everything be the same way that it used to be?? people changes faster then what we always thought! =(

s10 gathering on 11 June @ sentosa! erm, will be gg but jm wun be not gg with me!! fear of the gathering out of sudden, fearing that there wun be any common topic between me n s10 ppl. it has been abt 7 mths since we last met! i got a feeling that we cant 'click' anymore and i dun noe y. maybe i wasnt realli close to them bah. things can just happen anywhere n anytime. xy they all wun be gg too, i think.. luckily, ama gg too!! ama can keep me accompany bah! keen yet no realli keen in gg! i'm used to having gathering since i left jc=(. sm will be all alone, she doesnt want to see anyone! she hopes that there will be ppl to listen to all but there's no one with her!! =(

had both bme n enps prac ytd.. i just hate enps practical cos i simply dun understand anything. i cant even understand what both teachers are talking abt. sat beside Fabian during enps today. OMG! he's plain unlucky to sit beside me cos basically the whole practical of mine was done by him. haha!! he was lik doing double job during that 4hrs of enps..luckily, he didn get pissed off by me..he explained the whole things to me but i still dun understand. i think i'm nt suitable for prac that deals with current n electricity=(.. hey peeps! pls dun sit with me during enps cos u may get pissed off by me!!

we had our hearing test during bme prac today.. haha.. i think my hearing was the best, followed by melody n esther.=) the hearing of the guys in my group were so-so!! i think the results are abt the same for same gender!

violin lesson was kuku! i started to hate my fingers for being too SHORT N SMALL. i cant even hold the bow and press the strings. what's worst, my neck is too short that i cant 'kiap' the violin. my collarbone hurts!! =( wenyu n songyi did much more better than me! haha!

thx to volleyball, i had muscle cramps n bruise all over my hands, arms.. guess that i didn do it correctly bah! i cant even press the ruler down in order to draw a straight line. this is how serious my muscle cramps are!

poly life is so slack. i didn even do anithing.. well, for engineering maths test, i gonna 31/33. kuku! i will probably get onli 10/33 for maths if i'm still staying in pj.. planning to organise class outing but the response wasnt very good n i'm lik talking to the wallSSS!! damn kuku!! their ans were 'see first'. U mean u r so busy that u nid to see first!! moreover, i didn even tell u when it is!! i bet u r so busy that u didn even have a day break during this coming june vacation. =( LOL
chengji ask me to invite ppl through msn to discuss over it!! omg, discuss with onli pathetic few! dun wan, dun wan lor. as if i realli care!

i'm sick currently! flu + a bit of sore throat! haiz..

Just browse through my pj friends' blog. SSSweett memories!! Well, i missed the times where we studied tgt, making fun of dumbbell during chinese lessons and nose-digger, samuel. Lots of thoughts just went through me.. How good it is if i can continue my studies in pj. I miss my clique, friends. Hopefully they can pass through a lvl with flying colours!!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CHAN JIE MIN!!! I MISS YOU!! GD LUCK TO UR JC LIFE!

these past few days have been an okay one!!! slack with amala, songyi n gay friend at jp on mon after CATS!! then ama left. so we shopped ard the WHOLE jp. after that we went to the lib n talked crap till 5..I skipped jap lesson on wed and i told everyone that i wasnt feeling well, psychologically nt well i think. lol!! haha!! i'm mentally sick.. =) lessons now are lik shit. MARKING MALAR has been teaching us craps that i dun even understand. it's totally diff frm what taught in jc n sec sch.. luckily my classmates dun understand too if nt i'm the stupidest there..

violin lesson offically start tml!! 6.30 to 9.30.. and i will onli be back home at abt 10 plus near 11.. =( y cant they start earlier!! i dread wed n thurs cos these are the days where i have to stay in school till very late.. this is worse than jc. haiz, what can i do? i cant go back to jc le..

wenyu n songyi are envious of me having a brother and they commented it would give them a sense of belonging when they walked beside him. omg!! i always quarrel with my bro whenever we walked tgt! haha!! they NVR noe that they are blessed to have a sister than brother.. =( how i wish i can have a sister or being the only child.. thx god my bro will be gg to tekong on 13th june. i wun be seeing much for 1 yrs and nine mths!!! =)

pissed off!!! damn it!!!
i seriously dun nid u ppl! omg, i look so free to u that i've nth to do?? i dun even care u ppl. since i withdrew frm pj, u ppl are nt the one who care abt me. i'm a totally passer-by A to u guys. just onli 5 mths since i last seen u ppl and u ppl treat me lik dirt or even worse, invisible. Those ppl who truly care abt me is actually my sec friends. They the ones who cheer me up and of course SOME of my jc's friends. WAD IS THIS??? the reason why i'm blogging this is nt asking u ppl to show concern to me.. i'm just losing my temper for no reason.. i'm a BITCH!