volleyball match today n i'm pissed off. ama left me alone. i was pissed off nt becos ama left me, it's that she 'forced' me to play. i realli dun mind playing if i'm a great player. unfortunately, i'm not! she can play better than me. yet i was the pne playing all the times, except for the last round. i blame myself for causing my group to lose, seriously! i blame myself. gave a 'bu shuang' face while playing. junjie said i have attitude prob. did i? sorrie, i'm nt. cant help with my face. i'm born lik that. blame my parents bah! aniway, sorrie to junjie!!!

suppose to be a 'friendly' but most of them were nt. i mean u can see ppl's true colours.. learnt a lot of things psychologically today. ppl are nt so simple than what i think. i tot poly ppl are much more better than the jc's. however, it's still the same! PRACTICAL. maybe, i have been thinking too much today.

btw, i'm nt good at socialising. cant realli click with ppl!