yeah!! 4 more days!!! =)=)
those ppl wasnt happy with my work performance despite the fact that i've have put in so000 much effort! they were lik complaining abt me..??? i always put in effort for what i'm supposed to do, be it sch or work?? i can even study throughout the nite without sleeping, nt becos i didn prepare b4hand or wadever. no matter how my parents told me that, i shouldn't be slogging so hard while i'm just a temp. i did it still! somehow, i just get the feeling that ur efforts are nt appreciated by ppl!! dun feel lik telling u ppl the whole story cos i dun noe how to start!=)i dun even have paragraph! lol!! like ur eyes suffer=)
do u feel what i'm feeling now??? =(
esther has been a great help all these while!! =)=)=)
i'm gg to p.
tekong this wed. seasick~~~
btw, i just gt to
noe that
szeyun (
weetong's '
gf') is my friend's sister.. REAL SISTER.. gt shocked when i was viewing my friend's blog n i saw
szeyun inside!!
omg!! what a small small world!! after which,
weetong told me that
szeyun saw me b4 in
blss which i
didn see her at all!!!
lol!! i must be well-known for short-
ness!!!!
lol
hey peeps! dun ask me how's work!
i'm a hardcore maid. pathetic 6bucks hr to do
LOADSSSSSS of work.
Esther pity me.
Eliza n that
Indian girl (our colleagues) pity me too! seeing how
Cynthia's blog
realli makes me envy of her. SLACK
ard n i have to work
lik siao ding dong. and we get the same pay. y am i always so unlucky. i work as admin too but my fate is ALWAYS diff from the rest.
- three piles of paper waiting for me to clear.
- And they keeps on adding day by day.
- i realli realli have no time to clear them.
- Soon, there will be four piles n more.
- No one can help me cos all of us is doing diff things.
- i swear they are making use of cheap labour.
- i dun even have time for lunch break.
- i envy cynthia n sy.
conversation between that indian girl (i dun noe her name) n me:
she: how's ur work?
me: dun ask me anymore! i feel lik fainting.
she: i noe cos u look so stressed up.
me:no one can even help me. we are all doing diff things.
she: hahahaha
VERY FUNNY MEH??? fancy laughing at me. i realli, realli, realli, do feel lik breaking down, crying. i felt that i have gone back to my jc's life suddenly. its even more disgusting that jc's life. at least in jc, i can take a breather.
WELL, AFTER SO MUCH OF MY COMPLAINING. I BET U ARE THINKING THAT I'M EXAGGERATING. I'M NOT. ESTHER CAN BE MY EYE-WITNESS. i realli wanna quit but too bad i have signed contract with my agency n i would have to fork out 4 wks of my salary if i realli do so. sometimes, i feel lik spraining my leg etc, making myself temporary handicap/disabled so that i can quit working n nt paying my agency.well, there's more to blog abt my work. i dun feel lik blogging abt it cos whenever i think of it, my blood realli boils to the CORE and i feel lik crying (nt becos i'm sad, its that i super pissed off by it) so PLS DUN ask me abt my work anymore. no more.
HATRED!!!
