sHiMiN

2009-01-09T13:39:00.001+08:00

MOVED!

2008-12-22T12:11:00.003+08:00

lunch-ed with von, jiali n kenneth @ jp, old town white coffee. catched up n shopped ard. =)

will be changing to wordpress very soon... =)

btw, merry x'mas to all! i've made a merry x'mas msg by myself! haha! quite ugly. u guys will receive it very soon, on 24th or 25th itself!!! hohoho!! may the joy of the season surround u peeps!! =) have a blessed x'mas. =)

2008-12-20T15:40:00.002+08:00

granny's theory:

using laptop = play

siao, cant i even do my proj?? go to sleep la u!! nag, nag, nag. nth better to do! u can join the most 'chang ji' competition and u r the winner!!! nag at me today AGAIN.

pissed off!

i've decided to go np on mon at abt 12 plus. i dun care whether i will be gg for tkd at 6 or not! i just wanna go school. slacking at school is better than slacking at home!

MY theory:

SCHOOL = PEACE

i wonder how big is her lung capacity? i think it's over-shooting!!

2008-12-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

i dun lik staying at home! =( had enough of granny's nagging! everything also can nag. i've have been hearing her nagging for 18yrs?? i'm gg crazy some days later.

god bless me!

can u believe she can nag for hours?? i rmb-ed Stephen's chow movie out of sudden. there's a scene whereby he quarrelled with a ma-ma. the words that came out frm his mouth were so powerful that even the water gt splashed.. well, if u dun understand, nvm. age-gap.

she nagged nt because i made her angry it what. she can nag almost anithing..

SCENARIO 1:

i was using laptop in the room while she was bathing. she went out of the hse n hang her clothes and when she came back, she SCREAM AT ME..

'wa, i didn lock the door and yet u still dare to stay inside the room. u must come out and 'look' at the door!.u didn tot that some ppl might gets into the hse, closed the door and rape u??'

Ain't she crazy?? i've gt no assets for them to rape me, okay! and i stayed in room for lik hrs, how would i noe u didn close the gates or wadever!! siao.. And i'm nt a kan men gou for sure!
dun be silly!!

SCENARIO 2:

i placed my things on the table (not in a good manner). u noe what she said??

'if u give birth to a child, the body structure of ur child will be slanted'

eh hello, pls dun curse my child hor!

there's more to go but i'm too lazy/angry to blog....btw, all these scenarios occur in a day. can u believe that i have been enduring for yearsssss. And u noe what? she onli nag when i'm ard. when my bro, mum or dad is ard, she keep her mouth shut! n pity me bah cos they are seldom at home till evening. that's y i like schooling cos it ends at 5.

well, all my neighbours and even my mum commented that she has gt a cruel mouth! i'm nt exaggerating!

2008-12-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

Merry X'mas to all! the joy of giving and loving!!

24th -- bbq
27th-29th -- chalet

gift exchange on both of these days!!! woohoo~~!!

intend to buy children shoes for CNY cos i realli couldn't find any adult shoes that is of my size!
guess wat? i told the salesgirl to take size 14 for me. i tried and it's too BIG for me! lol! so malu. can u imagine?? i bet that salesgirl is secretly laughing at me! CHILDREN'S shoes, u noe!

size 13 - too tight
size 14 - too big

no size 13.5! i hate my feet!

2008-12-15T11:18:00.003+08:00

i will be doing this for tkd grading:

well, god bless me!! argh!! =(

2008-11-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

Gonna stuff my whole brain lik siao!! overloaded with numbers, logic gates, diode and whatever.. basically, my exams period onli lasts for 3 days with 5 subjects. Can u imagine??? well, i still have c-prog work and comt to settle... give me more, i think i will pass through this hurdle. the hurdle that lasts forever..

won't be blogging till end of my exams!!
aniway, all my friends will be busy with their work too!! so hu cares abt this blog!! lol..

kuku!!

bye folks!!

2008-11-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

thx god!! i have found my ez-link card. thx to dave (frm business studies), the kind soul, who found my card. haha=) will be collecting my card frm him tml.. i will be able to use my ez-link card again! haha!! =)

jiayou jiayou to sy!! haha!! =)

2008-11-25T20:27:00.003+08:00

lost my ez-link card!!! my bus concession and mum's giro!!! haiz, feeling damn kuku now!!! hope that some kind soul will return the card to the student service centre.... my parents??? they just scolded me!!!!!! HAIZ

just gt to noe that i lost my topic 5 and biophysic assignment as well..

PISSED OFF!!!

ael presentation today.. thx to wenyu, sy n me did not need to present in class!! haha!! thx!! =)
btw, some people in our lecture class is acting cool! dun even wanna respond when i talk to him.. yea, it's a guy.. clue: he sit at the other side of us! obvious?? go guess bah!! btw, i'm nt trying to criticise him, just that i just wanna voice out.. that's all

2008-11-25T00:15:00.003+08:00

agreed with mel n syafiq to blog tgt on thurs but i didn!! haha!! cos I'm way too slack! sorry!!

just found that this cool webby:

from this:

to:

MONA SHIMIN!

PIRATES OF NP!!

OIL PAINTING BY THAT 'KUKU' AUNT

JUST FOR LAUGHS!! =)

2008-11-19T22:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPI BDAE, MUMMY!!!

HAHA!!! i love my mama!!

hope she realli enjoy herself on this special day!! =)

good grief! i'm meeting sammie for the first time tml after for sooo sooo long!!and i cant wait to see her. =) sometimes it feels good to have someone that rmb ur existence! at least u are nt forgotten.. 11 more hrs to go! tml shall be sammie's happiest day ever cos she will be having her last paper!! =)

2008-11-15T10:42:00.002+08:00

dedicate this post to my bestie, yvon

HAPPI 18TH BDAE!!!

omg!! u are now as old as me!! hehe!! hope u realli enjoy ur birthday on 13th nov!! and may ur wishes come true!!!!!!! haha!! i noe u lik orange!! =) =)

7 years of friendship!!! =)=)

2008-11-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

shimin, the potential slacker is here.

force me to study real hard, ppl. And throw away all the TV setsss in my house. the worst part is that, there's no good show (except for the drama show on ch u @ 10) yet i'm hooked on it. bum-ed!

btw, i cut my hair and i look lik a retard again. haiz..

2008-11-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

was here to say sorry for 'hurting' someone (if u are realli hurt by what i've wrote) . btw, thx!

thx, ladybug clique!

2008-11-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

wasnt very happy recently. =( i could still rmb how i look forward gg to school in the past, chatting happily with songye, wenyu and friends. someone out there is making my life diffcult. maybe that someone didn notice it him/herself but i just couldn stand it anymore. damn sian!

luckily i still have songye, wenyu and my ladybug clique to cheer me up! thx for beautifying my life! =) i love them!

pls delete your pm! i mean it! =(

2008-11-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

The closer u get, the further i go.. PLS dun come any closer!

2008-10-31T23:41:00.002+08:00

totally speechless! Blame it on the fact that I'm much more stronger in terms of mentality. well, shun bian self - praise a bit!

haiz!!

2008-10-26T00:25:00.003+08:00

HAPPI BDAE, HO SONGYE!!!

OMG! u are so young!! oh well, u r the youngest among we 3!! so take good care of urself!! well, no link!! haha!! aniway, may not be able to post this tml nite or mon so wish you HAPPI BDAE in advance!

enjoy urself in the celebration of deepavali cum ur bdae n with ur loved ones!! God Bless YOU!! haha!! HB HB HB HB!! love ya, woman!!

=)=)=)

HAPPI BDAE!!

2008-10-25T13:31:00.002+08:00

this week = super sian

btw, thx sy, mel n stef for giving me their ***! lol! cant imagine my life without it! thx wy n cynthia for acc me!! ahahaa!!

I have dateSssss with 周公recently!! i hate 周公 for occupying all my time. =(

2008-10-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

my bro has been very nice to my family today!! he left lots of tidbits at home for us!! =) the reason why i'm so happy is becos my WHOLE family likes tidbits a lot!! =)=)

btw, i was like attempting to do c prog at home just now. i consulted a few of my friends but i couldn't catch any ball! nt even one! i CAN/WILL fail this module liao!

oh, i have quit np strings! =) intending to join cycling club.. anyone interested? i'm sure i wun quit liao cos i join it for my own interest.=)

要走也要走得萧洒一点！我一向都走得很萧洒！yeah!! =)

2008-10-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

someone destroyed my mood today!!! omg, realli feel lik vomitting.. btw, y guys lik c programming whereas girls hate it a lot?? is it becos we dun hav the genes for it? well, maybe somedays later, i can concentrate on c prog better!

get what i mean?

2008-10-14T21:28:00.003+08:00

sch was so diff frm last sem.. i dun like the arrangement! =( btw, g1 ppl gt 3 hours break today. we went to watch DEAD SILENCE in the library.. scary!!

"Beware the stare of Mary Shaw.
She has no children except dolls.
If you see her in your dream,
do not scream!"

2008-10-13T19:23:00.004+08:00

sch reopens!!!! and i was damn high!!! hehe!! btw, jianhui n i were supposed to go for that IS starting frm dec onwards but we tot it was today! that botak head teacher said that we can stay for that 2 hrs, after which he 'changed' his face and chase us out!!

' WHY ARE U TWO STAYING HERE? U R MESSING UP EVERYONE!'

he was the one hu said we can stay. moreover, he spoke to us in that kuku angry tone!! omg!! change so fast man!! i was damn pissed off la =(

went for IS lesson after lunch!! same class as weetong, jianhui, jj, fabian n elton! =) phew! at least i noe them. guess what? there are onli 2 girls in my IS class, including me. sian! my group consist of 3 person: jianhui, aisha n me! haha!! that girl is in the same grp as me!! yeah! =)

last fri was j2 last day of school! heard that they were quite sad. well, life has to go on and there's no point feeling sad or wadever. at least they left the school tgt, they have friends to accompany them n share their feelings. unlike them, i left the place alone and nobody understand how i feel at the point of time whereby they were so happy that they got promoted to j2, indulging in their happiness!

get what i mean??

2008-10-10T13:17:00.002+08:00

the camp was supposed to be 4 days 3 nite but i went there for onli 1 day, 1 nite. the reason was the camp was too boring n i experienced something paranormal.. realli freaked out! wy n i didn sleep for the whole nite. we went cheers and canteen 1 to sit n chat.. shall not blog that paranormal experience to scare ppl, jus ask me if u wanna noe.. haiz, damn suay.. =(

2008-10-06T19:57:00.002+08:00

my parents threatened to throw away all my barbie dolls if i misbehave!!! lol!!! so childish!! btw, my bro tot i'm 16 this year!! lol, so kuku can!! =)

2008-10-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

today was my last day working at that stupid workplace!!! yeah yeah!!! today was wenyu's last day too!!! dine tgt with some colleagues during lunch. erm, quite awkward!

was quite pissed off the moment i stepped in the office.. cant say=(=(

btw, esther gave me present for children's day! quite shocked!! haha!! 6 years since i last celebrated children's day!! lol thx esther!

camping soon.. =)

2008-10-02T23:42:00.004+08:00

Sentosa!!

retard Ong!!

jiali trying very hard to hide her fear! =)

as proud as a peacock!!!

random pics for bro's ORD

Various Company!

military band!

vonvon n me!! =)

2008-09-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

yeah!! 4 more days!!! =)=)

2008-09-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

nearing to its end...

2008-09-12T22:08:00.002+08:00

those ppl wasnt happy with my work performance despite the fact that i've have put in so000 much effort! they were lik complaining abt me..??? i always put in effort for what i'm supposed to do, be it sch or work?? i can even study throughout the nite without sleeping, nt becos i didn prepare b4hand or wadever. no matter how my parents told me that, i shouldn't be slogging so hard while i'm just a temp. i did it still! somehow, i just get the feeling that ur efforts are nt appreciated by ppl!! dun feel lik telling u ppl the whole story cos i dun noe how to start!=)i dun even have paragraph! lol!! like ur eyes suffer=)

do u feel what i'm feeling now??? =(

2008-09-08T21:36:00.003+08:00

esther has been a great help all these while!! =)=)=)

i'm gg to p.tekong this wed. seasick~~~

btw, i just gt to noe that szeyun (weetong's 'gf') is my friend's sister.. REAL SISTER.. gt shocked when i was viewing my friend's blog n i saw szeyun inside!! omg!! what a small small world!! after which, weetong told me that szeyun saw me b4 in blss which i didn see her at all!!! lol!! i must be well-known for short-ness!!!! lol

2008-09-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

hey peeps! dun ask me how's work! i'm a hardcore maid. pathetic 6bucks hr to do LOADSSSSSS of work. Esther pity me. Eliza n that Indian girl (our colleagues) pity me too! seeing how Cynthia's blog realli makes me envy of her. SLACK ard n i have to work lik siao ding dong. and we get the same pay. y am i always so unlucky. i work as admin too but my fate is ALWAYS diff from the rest.

three piles of paper waiting for me to clear.
And they keeps on adding day by day.
i realli realli have no time to clear them.
Soon, there will be four piles n more.
No one can help me cos all of us is doing diff things.
i swear they are making use of cheap labour.
i dun even have time for lunch break.
i envy cynthia n sy.

conversation between that indian girl (i dun noe her name) n me:

she: how's ur work?

me: dun ask me anymore! i feel lik fainting.

she: i noe cos u look so stressed up.

me:no one can even help me. we are all doing diff things.

she: hahahaha

VERY FUNNY MEH??? fancy laughing at me. i realli, realli, realli, do feel lik breaking down, crying. i felt that i have gone back to my jc's life suddenly. its even more disgusting that jc's life. at least in jc, i can take a breather.

WELL, AFTER SO MUCH OF MY COMPLAINING. I BET U ARE THINKING THAT I'M EXAGGERATING. I'M NOT. ESTHER CAN BE MY EYE-WITNESS. i realli wanna quit but too bad i have signed contract with my agency n i would have to fork out 4 wks of my salary if i realli do so. sometimes, i feel lik spraining my leg etc, making myself temporary handicap/disabled so that i can quit working n nt paying my agency.well, there's more to blog abt my work. i dun feel lik blogging abt it cos whenever i think of it, my blood realli boils to the CORE and i feel lik crying (nt becos i'm sad, its that i super pissed off by it) so PLS DUN ask me abt my work anymore. no more.

HATRED!!!

2008-08-27T15:03:00.003+08:00

got a job at cpf bldg, located at tanjong pagar.
wasnt very happy.
alone.
lonely.

after reading mel's blog:

super glad
esther will be working with me at the SAME workplace
SAME agency, recruit express.
start work on the SAME day as well
love esther
will have someone to accompany me
hope to get in the same department as her
will look forward working there with her

things to do:

pon cca for few weeks but will be gg for the music camp.
quit that dun-noe-wat community service cos i realli cant commit myself.

btw, Happi bdae, Joanna!! =)

2008-08-13T11:03:00.004+08:00

Rules:1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time:11.04
Name: Ong shi min
Sisters: 0
Brothers:1
Shoe size: 2.5/3
Height: erm.. lalala
Where do you live: Singapore
Favourite drinks: dun have leh
Favourite breakfast: i dun take breakfast
Have you ever been on a plane: yes
Swam in the ocean: dunno how to swim
Fallen asleep in school: seldom.
Broken someone's heart: No
Fell off your chair: often when i was young
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:i hate ppl who call me. msg me bah
Saved e-mails:those that are impt
What is your room like: damn messy
What's right beside you: hp=)
What is the last thing you ate: tidbits
Ever had chicken pox: long time ago
Sore throat:Not now.S
titches: Nope
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight:nope
Like picnics: haven had any pinics b4. no idea of that feeling=)
Who was the last person you danced with: mass dance? i forgot hu liao. someone whom i dun noe.
Last made you smile: mum
You last yelled at: Ng Poh hui
Today did you:Talk to someone you like:Mum
Kissed anyone: nope
Get sick: often
Talked to an ex: nope
Miss someone: nope
Best feeling in the world: dun noe
do you sleep with stuffed animals: yup
Who do you really hate: noboby. i dislik ppl but not hate them
What time is it now:11.13Am
Randoms :Is there a person who is on your mind right now: nope
Do you have any siblings: yup.
Do you want children: maybe
Do you smile often: All the time
Do you like your hand-writing: no realli.
Are your toenails painted: nope at this moment
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: i cant sleep on someone's bed. i recognise my own bed
What colour shirt are you wearing: pink
What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: watching tv
I can't wait till: idk
When did you cry last: dun realli noe
Are you a friendly person: i thnk so
Do you have any pets: nope
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: dun noe
did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? :maybe
Do you sleep with the TV on?: yup
What are you doing right now? : blogging
have you ever crawled through a window?: dun think so.
Can you handle the truth? : yes to a certain extent
Are you closer to your mother or father?: both
Who was the last person you cried in front of? : can realli rmb
How many people can you say you've really loved?: huh? i LIKE ppl
Do you eat healthy? : dun think so
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: nope
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?:
often do you go to church?: nvr been to before
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : no one
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : depends
Are you confident? : nt realli
5 things I was doing 10 years ago..forgot
5 things on my to-do list today:study
5 snacks I enjoy:Most of the snacks tt are edible.
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:dun noe. didn tot of it b4
5 of my bad habits: a lot
5 places I have lived in :gh, jurong.
5 people I tag: anyone =)

=)=)

2008-08-07T19:54:00.002+08:00

wenyu and i took part in that dun-noe-wat community service! =) we are suppose to deliver food to the elderly in the toa payoh area! btw, its nss's programme! there are 5 bme students onli, wenyu n i are the onli year 1 students! haha, but i happen to know one of the bme year 2 students there. so i think everything gonna be fine n smooth!

i heard we are supposed to deliver food 3 times a week?? maybe bah! once a week is sufficient n the p/ic want 3 times a week! so enthu!! lol

good luck for exams! =)=)

2008-07-26T18:02:00.003+08:00

volleyball match today n i'm pissed off. ama left me alone. i was pissed off nt becos ama left me, it's that she 'forced' me to play. i realli dun mind playing if i'm a great player. unfortunately, i'm not! she can play better than me. yet i was the pne playing all the times, except for the last round. i blame myself for causing my group to lose, seriously! i blame myself. gave a 'bu shuang' face while playing. junjie said i have attitude prob. did i? sorrie, i'm nt. cant help with my face. i'm born lik that. blame my parents bah! aniway, sorrie to junjie!!!

suppose to be a 'friendly' but most of them were nt. i mean u can see ppl's true colours.. learnt a lot of things psychologically today. ppl are nt so simple than what i think. i tot poly ppl are much more better than the jc's. however, it's still the same! PRACTICAL. maybe, i have been thinking too much today.

btw, i'm nt good at socialising. cant realli click with ppl!

2008-07-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

just landed myself in a deep, deep trouble... haiz.... =(

aniway, dine with ppl frm the g ppl at mac on thurs. then mel, esther n i ponned eng mech tutorial. we had lots of fun, telling lame jokes n ghost stories..went back for enps n we did soldering. i didn solder my fingers this time round. esther n cynthia did. just wanna comment abt our enps lady teacher. she was saying i took a long, long time to desolder that kuku bridge. omg, u think i noe how to desolder meh? lik i'm so gd at it. i tried but i realli cant desolder. thx mel, din, han lun n gab for helping me to desolder.

met sam just now to pass her my graph cal. learnt more abt our classmates' news. hope that they can realli do well for their As which is onli 99 days frm now. mr ling was quite sad abt them. well, they did work hard n tried their best!

volleyball tournament tml! i will just go there n let the ball whack me. =( was being whacked 3 times last week..=(

2008-07-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

-On thurs, literally solder my finger.
-On fri, cut my finger accidentally when using a scissors.
-On sat, got 'poked' by crab n my thumb bled.

haiz..mum spent ard 40 bucks today just to buy tonic for bro. so what he's in army now? unfair treatment! no wonder, i'm so short probably bcos i didn take any tonic when i was young. all given to bro =( lol, lame! i noe!

2008-07-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

happy bdae, Ang Wee Tong!! onli that old, dun make me laugh!! haha!! =)

went lot 1 after school to find my pj friends. they gt shocked when they saw me. cos i've changed!! lol.. dine tgt, chatted n we went separate ways back. haha!

i made an 'awful remark' on earnest goh today, right on his face:

' i think we can finish this chapter during the nxt lecture'

'cher, dun be so ambitious!'

onli wy, sy heard it!! =) btw, i was late for the whole week except for mon. lol! broke my own record. NEVER late b4 during pri, sec sch n jc. lol! nt 5 mins late but 15 mins late on average for each day! i nid more ++ louder alarm clocks!

2008-07-17T23:15:00.002+08:00

so what i'm once a jc student? does it mean that i have to know EVERYTHING? abt practical?? gt ppl commented that jc student muz noe everything meh?

if i say that i dun noe, it means i realli dun noe. i mean what i said! i wasn't even faking la. fake for? fake for kanasai! =(. ask u qn lik as if i realli noe the answer then ask u. that would be wasting my breath n time!

btw, i am a jc retainee.. so even if u agree that jc students are suppose to noe everything, that's doesn't apply to me! that's why i failed! kuku!

pissed off!

2008-07-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

congrats to sy!! haha! we made fun of her n ty today! btw, dine with the ppl frm 1g2 today. its like so kuku la. there were 12 of us thus we occupied 2 6 seaters seat. sy, ty, wy n me sat tgt..omg! 3 of them sat in a row, leaving me to sit alone in that row, which means 3 of them were facing me n i had nobody beside me. As if i've contracted some disease n virus..the 6 guys occupied full seat! ask sotong come over n sit with me also dun wan! he ask me to sit with them!! no place for me still ask me go there!! kuku sotong!! luckily, i was facing wy, nt that two lovebirds! haha

today's lunch was lik so strange, so quiet!!

2008-07-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

petty guy! =(

2008-06-20T11:22:00.002+08:00

i realised that we dun have a common topic animore. what we chatted on that day was just some 'basic' conversation. i mean lik 'how have u been' that kinda qn. i guess we r nt close animore!

2008-06-14T13:45:00.002+08:00

just been to tekong ytd with my parents!! omg, i swear i will NEVER go there ever again.. we took ferry to tekong and i felt lik vomiting.. it's located in a hulu hulu place! upon reaching there, we saw my dad's cousin n her grandson is also ns-ing!! GRANDSON! u can tell how old my dad is! after which we (bro n us) gt separated, we tour ard tekong! nt fun at all =( after hrs, bro n us gt reunited n we had our TASTELESS dinner at tekong. the food wasnt delicious as described by ppl!! we gt separated again n we took ferry back to the terminal..

bro called at night n told mum that he happen to be in the same unit as that GRANDSON whom we never see b4.. slping opp bro somemore.. haha!!

just went to my cousin's wedding!! nth much to say. it's just lik ani wedding.. bro called again!!

2008-06-10T20:53:00.002+08:00

i dyed my hair red!!! haha!!! i look a bit weird now n my bro said it doesnt make much diff as compared to brown...-_-''' gg sentosa tml to meet my jc friends!!! erm.. kinda of strange and i dun noe y...

2008-06-05T10:56:00.002+08:00

ibme test tml and that's the end of ct!!! woohoo~~ i will be damn busy nxt week frm wed onwards!!

wed) s10 gathering
thurs) enps, violin lesson
fri) send bro off to tekong (cant wait for this day to come.. shoo~~)
sat n sun) cousin's wedding

so packed!

2008-05-31T18:59:00.002+08:00

世界上唯一不变的东西就是‘变’。-- the onli constant thing in this world is 'change'.
i hate changes! y cant everything be the same way that it used to be?? people changes faster then what we always thought! =(

2008-05-24T17:18:00.004+08:00

s10 gathering on 11 June @ sentosa! erm, will be gg but jm wun be not gg with me!! fear of the gathering out of sudden, fearing that there wun be any common topic between me n s10 ppl. it has been abt 7 mths since we last met! i got a feeling that we cant 'click' anymore and i dun noe y. maybe i wasnt realli close to them bah. things can just happen anywhere n anytime. xy they all wun be gg too, i think.. luckily, ama gg too!! ama can keep me accompany bah! keen yet no realli keen in gg! i'm used to having gathering since i left jc=(. sm will be all alone, she doesnt want to see anyone! she hopes that there will be ppl to listen to all but there's no one with her!! =(

2008-05-23T14:59:00.003+08:00

had both bme n enps prac ytd.. i just hate enps practical cos i simply dun understand anything. i cant even understand what both teachers are talking abt. sat beside Fabian during enps today. OMG! he's plain unlucky to sit beside me cos basically the whole practical of mine was done by him. haha!! he was lik doing double job during that 4hrs of enps..luckily, he didn get pissed off by me..he explained the whole things to me but i still dun understand. i think i'm nt suitable for prac that deals with current n electricity=(.. hey peeps! pls dun sit with me during enps cos u may get pissed off by me!!

we had our hearing test during bme prac today.. haha.. i think my hearing was the best, followed by melody n esther.=) the hearing of the guys in my group were so-so!! i think the results are abt the same for same gender!

violin lesson was kuku! i started to hate my fingers for being too SHORT N SMALL. i cant even hold the bow and press the strings. what's worst, my neck is too short that i cant 'kiap' the violin. my collarbone hurts!! =( wenyu n songyi did much more better than me! haha!

2008-05-19T12:34:00.003+08:00

hi peeps, that's melody n esther, my new friends! Cool!! =) they are realli nice ppl!

2008-05-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

thx to volleyball, i had muscle cramps n bruise all over my hands, arms.. guess that i didn do it correctly bah! i cant even press the ruler down in order to draw a straight line. this is how serious my muscle cramps are!

poly life is so slack. i didn even do anithing.. well, for engineering maths test, i gonna 31/33. kuku! i will probably get onli 10/33 for maths if i'm still staying in pj.. planning to organise class outing but the response wasnt very good n i'm lik talking to the wallSSS!! damn kuku!! their ans were 'see first'. U mean u r so busy that u nid to see first!! moreover, i didn even tell u when it is!! i bet u r so busy that u didn even have a day break during this coming june vacation. =( LOL
chengji ask me to invite ppl through msn to discuss over it!! omg, discuss with onli pathetic few! dun wan, dun wan lor. as if i realli care!

i'm sick currently! flu + a bit of sore throat! haiz..

2008-05-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

Just browse through my pj friends' blog. SSSweett memories!! Well, i missed the times where we studied tgt, making fun of dumbbell during chinese lessons and nose-digger, samuel. Lots of thoughts just went through me.. How good it is if i can continue my studies in pj. I miss my clique, friends. Hopefully they can pass through a lvl with flying colours!!

2008-05-07T17:18:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CHAN JIE MIN!!! I MISS YOU!! GD LUCK TO UR JC LIFE!

these past few days have been an okay one!!! slack with amala, songyi n gay friend at jp on mon after CATS!! then ama left. so we shopped ard the WHOLE jp. after that we went to the lib n talked crap till 5..I skipped jap lesson on wed and i told everyone that i wasnt feeling well, psychologically nt well i think. lol!! haha!! i'm mentally sick.. =) lessons now are lik shit. MARKING MALAR has been teaching us craps that i dun even understand. it's totally diff frm what taught in jc n sec sch.. luckily my classmates dun understand too if nt i'm the stupidest there..

violin lesson offically start tml!! 6.30 to 9.30.. and i will onli be back home at abt 10 plus near 11.. =( y cant they start earlier!! i dread wed n thurs cos these are the days where i have to stay in school till very late.. this is worse than jc. haiz, what can i do? i cant go back to jc le..

wenyu n songyi are envious of me having a brother and they commented it would give them a sense of belonging when they walked beside him. omg!! i always quarrel with my bro whenever we walked tgt! haha!! they NVR noe that they are blessed to have a sister than brother.. =( how i wish i can have a sister or being the only child.. thx god my bro will be gg to tekong on 13th june. i wun be seeing much for 1 yrs and nine mths!!! =)

2008-05-03T15:57:00.003+08:00

pissed off!!! damn it!!!
i seriously dun nid u ppl! omg, i look so free to u that i've nth to do?? i dun even care u ppl. since i withdrew frm pj, u ppl are nt the one who care abt me. i'm a totally passer-by A to u guys. just onli 5 mths since i last seen u ppl and u ppl treat me lik dirt or even worse, invisible. Those ppl who truly care abt me is actually my sec friends. They the ones who cheer me up and of course SOME of my jc's friends. WAD IS THIS??? the reason why i'm blogging this is nt asking u ppl to show concern to me.. i'm just losing my temper for no reason.. i'm a BITCH!

2008-04-28T14:42:00.001+08:00

2008-04-28T14:05:00.005+08:00

just got back frm np. tired...... ama n me just have our IS lesson!! i just love volleyball out of sudden. i joined np strings (violin) as my cca. wow!!! violin!!! dun noe whether i can make it or nt??? i miss taekwondo, pj n ij recently. feel lik holding a gathering but it seems that everyone is busy. sigh! That's the diff between poly's and jc's life! =( i was damn hardworking these few weeks!! i've finished all my tutorials for 2 wks de.. haha.. my mind is full of no. now!! kuku!

saw royston today in np!! hmm.. a bit diff! i miss uncle siau hwee n uncle john!

noboby is looking at this blog. =(

2008-04-28T00:27:00.003+08:00

hey peeps, i'm back!!! i've nt been updating my blog for 5mths. Cool man!! Poly life have started and i'm realli emo this past few weeks. I'm loss for words. haiz!!! dun noe how to express myself!! i want my jc life back!! life back then is much more fulfilling!! i just sit inside class and rot now!!! i want to be a mugger but there's nth to mug!! i miss uncle john and uncle siau hwee!

i dun think anyone will look at this blog as it was dead since 29th nov.. nvm, i will just blog to kill time!!

i miss pj n ij peeps!! mug well, k??

2007-11-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

well, this blog has been dead since i started working.. guys out there!!! better concentrate on ur studies. working's tough..

dead, dead, dead

i hate working, the environment there, evrything there... nobody cares!!! everyone blame me for wasting their time etc while finding their document, creating the so called TJV..worst of all, when they couldnt find their document, i am the one being accused of misplacing it.. just because i'm a newbie..THAT'S ENOUGH!! i hate that.. being a newbie there, i'm so cautious LOR. how to make mistake?????????????? PISSED OFF EVERDAY..
i had nt had any rest lor.. so called admin job.. i think should be all-rounder ba... pay so low yet so demanding.. facing old horny man everyday that say SEX, SEX, SEX everyday.. ask me tonnes of kinda qn. that's freaking disgusting.. all SMOKERS, BREATH STINKS LIK HELL..

facing stupid, super act cute n lame supervisor everyday. fourty plus alr still act cute.. when i think of that face, i think i will vomit. fancy singing those children rhymes to me!!!

' early in the morning six o clock................', an old man singing!!!
i thought to myself ' u go die can!! dun act cute la!! no wonder no wife!! go shit urself early in the morning 6 o clock'

EVERYDAY OT since i started work. too tired to do anithing after i went back home. kiasu ppl cause me to do double work everyday...REACH HOME ABT 10 EVERYDAY, SLP AT 12, WAKE UP AT 6 EVERYDAY, START WORK AT 8..ROUTINE LIFE=( =(

evon smsed me to ask me to chat with her while her manager had not come.. walao!!! same admin job, diff treatment.. sit down there doing nth de n i'm busy lik siao ding dong..

CONSIDERING TO CHANGE JOB!! ANI JOB INTRO!!

2007-11-14T14:49:00.000+08:00

hey babes n dudes, i will be working soon!!! i will onli be free on sat n sun!!! =( no life!!
to those who are promoting: U BETTER START REVISING UR J1 WORK!! DUN PLAY LIAO!!

to those who are in poly currently: I WILL JOIN U PPL SOON!! CYA DURING APRIL!!! MUST COME N FIND ME WHEN U PPL ARE HAVING BREAKS!! I DUN WANNA EAT ALONE IN THE CANTEEN!!!

to those who are hanging up there or waiting for o lvl results: TAKE CARE!! =)

2007-11-12T10:36:00.000+08:00

gg to thailand during march. 7/3 - 12/3. still so long, so sian. =(

2007-11-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

wasted $6.20 for taxi's fee.. shall not mention abt it animore, ltr i vomit blood... =( sumthing funny happen to me just now. my mum called when i was dinning with seok, jiamee, xy n weikiat.
sm: 'hello'
mum: u wanna go thailand?
sm: huh???? oh okay lor!!!
mum: then now i go book 2 tickets to thailand
sm: 2?? how abt dad n bro
mum: dun care abt them la.. we go with aunt they all
sm: oh haha!!! bye bye!!!
gg on hols!!!

2007-11-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

to jiemin: thx for concern!!! u r the first who called me!!! thx for helping !!!

2007-11-05T16:56:00.000+08:00

I dun noe whether i can get up again. One year is a lot to me. Imagine when u step into poly, u will have no one with u. Friendships need to be cultivated. How long does it takes to cultivate??? one year?? two year?? All ur friends are in year 2 yet u are in year 1??? Sound so funny to me!!

i never feel so stupid in my life till now. Jc's system has changed my life drastically . Imagine when u step into the lecture hall or tutorial rooms, tonnes of ppl are laughing at u behind ur back.

'that girl so stupid one. Cannot get promoted to j2.'

ya, i'm stupid..... I CAN GO EAT SHIT!!!

2007-10-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

just taken my chinses A lvl.. damn easy can!!!! it's a sure that i can get at least B for it!!!! =). however, it's useless cos i'm withdrawing soon.. hehe.. pw is coming on its way.. a rather stupid subject in the A lvl.. i'm flunking it aniway!!!

dine at pizza hut with hm, jm n seok.. the fourth time in term 3.. haiz..

sweet eug made a garfield, the fat cat, n bought a baby pooh for his beloved hy!!!! hope that hy will accept the presents n his love as well.. hohohohohohohoho!!! eug took pics of it n send me!!! hehehe.. it's cute.. HE IS DAMN SWEET LA!!! i'm jealous of hy!!!! hohohoohohohoho!!!! dunnnoe whether if i can post the pics!!! shall let u guys see how sweet he is!!!! his hand-made garfield n bdae card!!!! =)

2007-10-27T18:11:00.000+08:00

Life isnt gonna be the same animore!!! i will be leaving pj, working and studying nxt year.. i dun noe if i will be changing.. hopefully, i will noe pleasant friends but not hooligans, turning me into one as well...

didn write notes for my friends ytd cos i realli dun noe wat to write for them.. i hope that nxt year will be a better year for them..

jiayou, my friends!!!!

to my clique: u babes n guy are realli great!!! thx for being there when i nid help!!! thx for encouraging n tolerating me!! stay in touch!!!

to my beloved jiemin: U MUST BE HAPPI, OKAY??? DUN BE EMO N TROUBLED LIAO!!! LAUGH MORE!!! I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE, A LIFETIME ONE!!! U BETTER KEEP IT AS WELL!!! OUR SECRET!!! A SECERT THAT CANT BE TOLD!!! LOL

to my s10 n 0723A: u ppl realli rocks!!! gonna miss ya!!!

WILL be back

2007-10-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

2007-10-24T10:26:00.000+08:00

24th of oct and also my 24th posts...coincidence

didn went to school today.. resting at home nt becos i'm sick physically but sick psychologically.. wake up at 7 plus today n i started listening to music.. all of sudden, i missed music very much. it has been a year plus since i last played ani instrument. RAndom???? i noe

gg to escape with jm tml.. hopefully nth goes wrong.. i shall shout till my lungs burst n throat hurts!!!! my heart realli hurts.. hurts to the core.. JL mentioned to me that dun noe what when GOD closes the window, he'll open another for u... i hope so!!! i also hope that GOD will carry me to his place n i'll be sitting up there watching ppl..

ytd, we went to long john with jm, xy, yvon and jm's friend, sheryl. we saw two teachers bringing those disabled children out n dine at long john.. upon seeing that, it made me think.. for years, i have been very practical.. i want the best for myself, i want to work as someone who can earns loads of money.. i wanna enjoy life, i want everything.. BUT i forgot that this is not me.. after soul-searching, i noe myself. what i wanted was happiness.. frankly speaking, i dun mind getting a low pay if i realli enjoy myself. i want to be someone tat can take care of these kids. these kids realli nid help..

ya ya wadever, i myself dun noe what i'm writing now... LALALA.. random.. the road ahead of me is unclear...

I WANT HAPPINESS, NO STRESS, NO WORRIES.. BRING ME TO A PLACE THAT HAVE GOT THESE...

I HATE MY PRESENT LIFE..

2007-10-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

failure....

i realli put in a lot, a lot of effort alr.. however, i still fail to the core... Effort are not appreciated n recognised..

go n have a look at chloe's blog.. i'm feeling what she is feeling now...

i'm not feeling regretful now as i did my very best..

to all my friends still staying in pj n ij.. good luck for everything..

no mood to blog

2007-10-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

my friends commented that i have not laughed for a very long time.. ya, it's true i cant bring myself to laugh.. At most, i can only smile n laugh for the sake of laughing.. things will nv be the same animore..i'm now what i'm...

went bowling with yh, yx, eug and a new friend, Dom.. First impression of Dom was that he looked lik a Malay..In fact, he is a true Chinese..Quite a funny person.. A bit lik JOnathan..took my phone n explore it for some time n i then demanded for his, just to be fair!!! while i was exploring, i saw something disgusting. A nude photo of a woman!! i was lik OMG!!! what the bloody hell!!! i dislike men to be so pervert!!! upon seeing that when i showed him, he went explaining himself......................

eug, dom n me took the same train home.. we so-called chatted!! because i'm nt really standing very close to them so i couldnt realli hear wat they were talking.. then DOM said that i was angry with him... i was lik ' huh! got meh' then i started playing games in my hp.. I would lik to explain myself..then, i went to dine with my friends..

' i will look serious n stern if i dun smile'. Hence, to all my friends, pls dun thinnk that i'm angry with u ppl.. i'm not!!!

i rmb-ed amala n someone (i forgot) commented that i look so fierce when i didn smile... haha!!! i'm not!!!

i cant smile at the times!!! i will be a KUKU then!!!

2007-10-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

a psychological scar is inflicted..

this scar is more painful than anithing else even getting retained and get kicked out of school..

it's a very personal thing n i dun wish to tell anione.. stop asking me y am i lik that...

no one will understand how i feel.. stop asking me to jiayou or cheer up this sort of things.. u're not me, i dun noe what and how i feel now.

this is the begining of the nightmare!!!

for those who notice me today, u will find me very diff till econs tutorial..
for those who didn noe anithing, thx god!!

meet jasmine today after school on the bus and i have a great time chatting with her.. we chatted abt life..

i'm sick n i forgot to bring my wallet. fortunately, i have 10 bucks in my bag..it resulted in me having no keys to go back home so i sat at the corridor, jus lik an unwanted child..indeed, i was..

current mood: sad, sad, extremely sad..

i want nth. i jus wan a space for my own

2007-10-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

ya, ya, papaya...

watever...

hu cares for u, u r nth to me...]

NO THREAT...

i care for myself and well-being onli...

u r a lame piece of shit...

u sux...

u sux...

u sux, sux, sux...

i wun hate u cos u simply dun deserve my hatred...

i rather conserve my energy on else...

frm now, i dun noe u...

u portray urself to be so great, kind, nice but almost everyone see through u and treat u as nth...

2007-10-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

saw RZ and PH in vivo distributing flyers n balloon and i approached them.. haha.. $5 per hour..

went to sentosa with s10.. fun, fun, fun.. too bad, i didn get tanned!!! finally saw amala!! dun noe how to blog abt our outing.......

Innovians outing this fri.. great chance to meet all my friends!! =)

to ij samatha: cheer up!! dun think too much!! u nv noe what will happen. enjoy wat u hav now.

to eug: ur case will be settle soon. dun worry too much, u'll be fine..

current mood: mood-less, kinda of sian

2007-10-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

went bowling with seok, xy, huimei, wk after school today.. i sux at it!!! haha!!!

2007-10-05T19:30:00.000+08:00

MASS PON-NING TODAY!!! onli 6 ppl in our class went school. these ppl are ME, huimei, wk, huimin, changyu n samuel. wk, huimei and i was rotting in school frm 8 till 1230 when the school gates finally open.. damn sian, nth to do, no teaching nth. we chatted to kill time.
Mr. ling upon seeing onli 6 ppl in the row.. he asked' Do they noe that they have school today???' we gave him a dun noe face!! changyu was saying' finally, i decided not to pon yet all ponned!!'
i did a good deed today which is to help cm take the class photo.. so nice of me today, praise me bah!!! =)i also help amala take her photos n i smsed her to tell her. Guess wat??? she's working.. lol.. in a 7-11 store!!

for those who ponned, too bad u cant take ur photo till mon!!!

2007-10-04T10:01:00.000+08:00

my love!!!

2007-10-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

On friday, i received a text msg which made me think. When i saw what was written in the text, a mixture of feelings shown up. the text msg said ' Aye babe.. i've withdrawn frm sch..won't be comin anymore..send ma regards to s10 gang wid ya..love ya'll.. work hard k' Happy that Amala has found her way, jc life is not what she wanted.. gg into mass com is what she always wanted and she will make it there.. sad that a good friend of mine left me..i will never get a chance to be with her in school anymore, not being able to accompany me back home anymore.. the seat beside will be left empty forever.. the road where amala, jiemin n me used to walk to the 172 bus stop will be lonely..

recently, i seriously tot of gg poly while studying for exams.i imagine myself playing all times, just nid to study when exams comes, just lik what my bro used to do.. seriously speaking, i have NEVER see my bro doing tutorial. he onli do pw n study when exams comes. most of the time, he will just stay at home and rot to the core..i seriously tot of withdrawing just lik what i tried to do in innova..i even took the withdrawal form. but i didn withdraw..

however, after physic test, our last paper, i stayed at home till monday (today). i have nth to do at home n i feel lik rotting at home. i'm used to jc life.. during my weekends, i will mug with my classmates. but now i realli feel sian.. realli sian..it realli made me think whether i should withdraw or not.. the road ahead is a tough one n i dun noe whether i can mak eit if i didn withdraw..........

2007-10-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

just chat with this guy frm innova n he told me something extremly funny. and i'm gg to blog this for the benefit of my friends to relieve their stress n to kill boredom.. this guy wants me to name him as 'anonymous' so that he wun get into trouble with this A. here goes our conversation..

anonymous SAYS:den we got 1 joker duing math exam..
anonymous says:he go write essays during exams
anonymous says:den passed up qn paper only after end of examtoday is my day!!! says: LOL
today is my day!!! says:who

anonymous says:u guess who lor
anonymous says:u know that person de

today is my day!!! says: A

anonymous says: hahas
anonymous says: clever
today is my day!!! says: lol lol lol lol
today is my day!!! says: STUPID

anonymous says: den he really big joker la...
anonymous says: that day make me laugh alot times
anonymous says: morning he go ask mr kooh whether he can dun take maths paper anot
anonymous says: mr kooh says cannot
anonymous says: after that he go try persuade mr kooh
anonymous says: den in the end mr kooh ask him go...den see the paper if dunno how to do anything den ask the invigilator see whether he can leave anot

today is my day!!! says: HAHA
today is my day!!! says: JOKER

anonymous says: after that during the exams he really go ask =="

today is my day!!! says: DIAOZZZZ

anonymous says: but i think is invigilator dun let him
anonymous says: so he go write essays

today is my day!!! says: CLASSIC
today is my day!!! says: WE SHOULD LEARN FRM HIM
today is my day!!! says: i gg to blog this n show my pioneers

anonymous says: den after the exams paper collect finish the invigilator announced the paper so hard until people doing essays =="
anonymous says: i laugh until wanna die

today is my day!!! says: haha.. sarcastic

anonymous says: but really very hard lor the paper...

today is my day!!! says: joke of my life

anonymous says: dun say i tell u 1 hor...
anonymous says: later A see le kill me

today is my day!!! says: he wun come to my blog one la

anonymous says: u'll nv know ^^
today is my day!!! says: okie
today is my day!!! says: i put u as nameless

anonymous says: lolx
anonymous says: i think put me as shuai ge better ^^
today is my day!!! says: okay..
today is my day!!! says: blah

anonymous says: lolx..jus joking only...dun take it seriously!!
today is my day!!! says: i will take it seriously

The conversation goes on...

i think A realii kuku de.. wrote essays for maths. then he wrote calculate no. while doing Gp. worse than the S in 07s10. classic ppl!!

2007-08-31T19:12:00.000+08:00

met Zach in MRT just now. OMG!!! i was lik standing 1m away frm him n i didn notice him..i'm blind.

Frm dun noe which stop onwards, i got a feeling that that guy standing 1m away frm me, wearing black was Zach. but i just too sian to turn n look cos i'm too tired..Furthermore, i was playing PUZZLE BOBBLE, trying to break my own record. Upon reaching je station, someone came and put his hand in front of me. i was lik tsk. i wanted to stare at that person. when i looked up, that person was Zach. he seems to have grow taller cos i nid to tilt my head to a greater extent as b4.. haiz.. y am i still so short!!

2007-08-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

promo's coming less than a month..To all my innovians n pioneers, pls do really take care of urself simply becos i care.. rest well, slp well, n study well!! i noe u guys can definitely make it to j2..

to ij Samantha: pls dun stress urself!! u are still coping well and u hav the ability to do even better..Mugging with u today was totally great!! i love it.. thx.. hope that i help u in a way too by distressing u ..=)

to Amala: Dun stress urself as well.. u are alright n coping very well.. no worries.. u can definitely move on to j2.. STOP giving urself so much stress that headaches, diarrhoea n vomiting has found its way to u..

to jiemin: dun keep on thinking on the bad side.. u actually can make it.. be more confident of urself.. DUN THINK TOO MUCH.. lol

to 0723A: gd luck for promos.. i know that 2 person has dropped out of the class n that somehow will affect u ppl in a way.. DUN ever feel lik dropping out!! i will kill u for bringing everyone's spirit down.. lol

to 07s10: let's all hard work n get promote together.. NO one should be left behind!!

2007-08-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

God used to love me, giving me smiles, laughter, luck etc.. But somehow, god was cruel today. he took back my smiles, laughter, luck, giving me only tears. TOTALLY screwed up my SPA todae.. abt 14 procedures to be done yet i onli did 5 or 6 steps.. i think, i have totally lost count.. i repeated frm step 1-5 for three times.. yet, i still could not get even the slightest ppt in the whole wide world.. Her PISSED OFF face once again showed up in front of me..
"Go and re-do".... this is what she said for 2 times.

the whole error repeat itself again..

" must i re-do?", asking her with my bloodshot eyes.

At last, she gave up and said" dun nid to re-do.. do wat u can now.."

tears started to form from my eyes.. and it dropped anywhere.. cant control myself anymore..re-do 3 times still the same results.. i truly hate myself, but there's nth i can do..i'm stupid.. There's no one to help me and she wouldn even care to check on me.. hope was gone far away..totally helpless..
aft the collection of the papers, chloe console me..

aft chem prac, Amala came n spoke to me, encouraging me..

i entered the chinese class.. the first thing i heard was

' we also get the same results, dun worry'.. they dun noe that i didn even get the chance to use my filter paper..

i dun noe who spoke that cos i was totally LOST.. not even one minute of rest to cool myself, that sarcastic laoshi spoke sarcastic words again..Cant even let me have the time to cool myself..eyelids was falling aft that, maybe too loaded with water.. i was trying to be funny after that ..drew on wk's book, trying things at alf, bullying wk, said sarcastic things to yvon but that was a good one not lik laoshi..saying how horny she is..trying to laugh but that was a forced one.

Amala accompanied me to boon lay bus interchange..on the way, she was commenting how red my face was while she sensed that sumthing was wrong n she turned to look at me.. after that, we took diff bus home..

Today's weather seems to be mourning with me, or rather showing sympathy.. no sunlight to make me flared up even more..

current mood: =( =( =(
dun ask me chem spa again..

2007-08-08T13:13:00.000+08:00

hi, I'm back.. juz been to Steven lim's blog...OMG!! his dance was super awesome..LoL..super funny!! he used this video to advertise himself for girls to see lor..i juz wanna say that no girls will actually wanna ask him out de lor..he's lik a moron!! dance till so idiot!! i'll be embarrassed enough to be his friend..If i got a friend lik that, i rather kill myself or die.. simply becoz i cant stand laughing all day long..i will become kuku eventually..Back to topic, i noticed he is panting a lot while dancing the dun noe what Michael Jackson song!! Also, he stripped himself, showing his astro boy boxer.. OMG!! no figure till wanna show us..haiz, if he realli wanna dance half-naked then make sure he has the figure lor.. if nt, i will vomit or my eyes will be swollen. Also, he must train his stamina lor.. realli look lik some mammal while he panting..

sadness!!

2007-07-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

just been to school jus now hoping to interview those Lasalle ppl with Xinying n Yvon.. Guess wat? we've fallen into mr. chue's trick.. there isn't any Lasalle booth being setup lor.. waste my time to go there..Nevertheless, i learnt something frm the trip.. in order to get into NUS n NTU, u nid to score at least A, B for ur 3 h2 subjects.. wat a dong dong! i can't even get a D.. haha.. this means that i got no where to aft my A.. haha.. pathetic Soul!! jus told my mum that mr. ling wants to see her.. she was lik kinda of disappointed.. well, i did work hard for my exam.. that's nt as if i didn put in any effort.. aft a long thought last time, i decided that if i didn do very well for my promos, i will go to poly eventually. it's the matter of time onli..=(..

2007-07-27T21:15:00.001+08:00

jus had my grading for tkd and i passed.. ;)

2007-07-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

离开不会太悲伤..有些心情该释放直到眼泪它自己落下才发现骗不了自己..其实很爱你,现在学着去遗忘躲开有你的地方回忆..感动越是深刻,寂寞就越伤人喔! 每个人的心里都会有一段伤痕,像白纸的天真仿佛被你伤得好深.相爱不需要理由离开也没有理由挽留..

2007-07-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

jus realised that i have got a song which is quite similar to seok hwee's.. autumn in my heart.. i swear i didn noe that...after i knew it, i deleted my song away.. shall upload another song nxt time.. no song for the time being..haha..

2007-07-23T17:54:00.000+08:00

samuel acting cute???? this's gonna be the best shot i ever had!!!

Weilong is a gay.. And everyone noes that!!

i have been trying very hard to snap pic of samatha n samuel but that latter just turn away..Samatha sighs!!

For ur info, we are doing our CIP..Project Agape!!

2007-07-21T18:06:00.000+08:00

Frm left to right, gg clockwise: jon, yixin, huiyi, manda, samatha, ME, royston, eug

yixin n huiyi..=)

manda is dozing off while waiting for jon.. haha. jon is a king of late!!

royston n eug..=)

2007-07-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

haha... my new blog looks empty..nxt time upload CIP pics and 0723a gathering @ pizza hut pics that i have taken recently..

2007-07-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

change link

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sadness!!

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