met Zach in MRT just now. OMG!!! i was lik standing 1m away frm him n i didn notice him..i'm blind.

Frm dun noe which stop onwards, i got a feeling that that guy standing 1m away frm me, wearing black was Zach. but i just too sian to turn n look cos i'm too tired..Furthermore, i was playing PUZZLE BOBBLE, trying to break my own record. Upon reaching je station, someone came and put his hand in front of me. i was lik tsk. i wanted to stare at that person. when i looked up, that person was Zach. he seems to have grow taller cos i nid to tilt my head to a greater extent as b4.. haiz.. y am i still so short!!

promo's coming less than a month..To all my innovians n pioneers, pls do really take care of urself simply becos i care.. rest well, slp well, n study well!! i noe u guys can definitely make it to j2..

to ij Samantha: pls dun stress urself!! u are still coping well and u hav the ability to do even better..Mugging with u today was totally great!! i love it.. thx.. hope that i help u in a way too by distressing u ..=)

to Amala: Dun stress urself as well.. u are alright n coping very well.. no worries.. u can definitely move on to j2.. STOP giving urself so much stress that headaches, diarrhoea n vomiting has found its way to u..

to jiemin: dun keep on thinking on the bad side.. u actually can make it.. be more confident of urself.. DUN THINK TOO MUCH.. lol

to 0723A: gd luck for promos.. i know that 2 person has dropped out of the class n that somehow will affect u ppl in a way.. DUN ever feel lik dropping out!! i will kill u for bringing everyone's spirit down.. lol

to 07s10: let's all hard work n get promote together.. NO one should be left behind!!

God used to love me, giving me smiles, laughter, luck etc.. But somehow, god was cruel today. he took back my smiles, laughter, luck, giving me only tears. TOTALLY screwed up my SPA todae.. abt 14 procedures to be done yet i onli did 5 or 6 steps.. i think, i have totally lost count.. i repeated frm step 1-5 for three times.. yet, i still could not get even the slightest ppt in the whole wide world.. Her PISSED OFF face once again showed up in front of me..
"Go and re-do".... this is what she said for 2 times.

the whole error repeat itself again..

" must i re-do?", asking her with my bloodshot eyes.

At last, she gave up and said" dun nid to re-do.. do wat u can now.."

tears started to form from my eyes.. and it dropped anywhere.. cant control myself anymore..re-do 3 times still the same results.. i truly hate myself, but there's nth i can do..i'm stupid.. There's no one to help me and she wouldn even care to check on me.. hope was gone far away..totally helpless..
aft the collection of the papers, chloe console me..

aft chem prac, Amala came n spoke to me, encouraging me..

i entered the chinese class.. the first thing i heard was

' we also get the same results, dun worry'.. they dun noe that i didn even get the chance to use my filter paper..

i dun noe who spoke that cos i was totally LOST.. not even one minute of rest to cool myself, that sarcastic laoshi spoke sarcastic words again..Cant even let me have the time to cool myself..eyelids was falling aft that, maybe too loaded with water.. i was trying to be funny after that ..drew on wk's book, trying things at alf, bullying wk, said sarcastic things to yvon but that was a good one not lik laoshi..saying how horny she is..trying to laugh but that was a forced one.

Amala accompanied me to boon lay bus interchange..on the way, she was commenting how red my face was while she sensed that sumthing was wrong n she turned to look at me.. after that, we took diff bus home..



Today's weather seems to be mourning with me, or rather showing sympathy.. no sunlight to make me flared up even more..

current mood: =( =( =(
dun ask me chem spa again..

hi, I'm back.. juz been to Steven lim's blog...OMG!! his dance was super awesome..LoL..super funny!! he used this video to advertise himself for girls to see lor..i juz wanna say that no girls will actually wanna ask him out de lor..he's lik a moron!! dance till so idiot!! i'll be embarrassed enough to be his friend..If i got a friend lik that, i rather kill myself or die.. simply becoz i cant stand laughing all day long..i will become kuku eventually..Back to topic, i noticed he is panting a lot while dancing the dun noe what Michael Jackson song!! Also, he stripped himself, showing his astro boy boxer.. OMG!! no figure till wanna show us..haiz, if he realli wanna dance half-naked then make sure he has the figure lor.. if nt, i will vomit or my eyes will be swollen. Also, he must train his stamina lor.. realli look lik some mammal while he panting..