just taken my chinses A lvl.. damn easy can!!!! it's a sure that i can get at least B for it!!!! =). however, it's useless cos i'm withdrawing soon.. hehe.. pw is coming on its way.. a rather stupid subject in the A lvl.. i'm flunking it aniway!!!

dine at pizza hut with hm, jm n seok.. the fourth time in term 3.. haiz..

sweet eug made a garfield, the fat cat, n bought a baby pooh for his beloved hy!!!! hope that hy will accept the presents n his love as well.. hohohohohohohoho!!! eug took pics of it n send me!!! hehehe.. it's cute.. HE IS DAMN SWEET LA!!! i'm jealous of hy!!!! hohohoohohohoho!!!! dunnnoe whether if i can post the pics!!! shall let u guys see how sweet he is!!!! his hand-made garfield n bdae card!!!! =)

failure....

i realli put in a lot, a lot of effort alr.. however, i still fail to the core... Effort are not appreciated n recognised..

go n have a look at chloe's blog.. i'm feeling what she is feeling now...

i'm not feeling regretful now as i did my very best..

to all my friends still staying in pj n ij.. good luck for everything..

no mood to blog

a psychological scar is inflicted..

this scar is more painful than anithing else even getting retained and get kicked out of school..

it's a very personal thing n i dun wish to tell anione.. stop asking me y am i lik that...

no one will understand how i feel.. stop asking me to jiayou or cheer up this sort of things.. u're not me, i dun noe what and how i feel now.

this is the begining of the nightmare!!!

for those who notice me today, u will find me very diff till econs tutorial..
for those who didn noe anithing, thx god!!



meet jasmine today after school on the bus and i have a great time chatting with her.. we chatted abt life..

i'm sick n i forgot to bring my wallet. fortunately, i have 10 bucks in my bag..it resulted in me having no keys to go back home so i sat at the corridor, jus lik an unwanted child..indeed, i was..

current mood: sad, sad, extremely sad..

i want nth. i jus wan a space for my own

ya, ya, papaya...

watever...

hu cares for u, u r nth to me...]

NO THREAT...

i care for myself and well-being onli...

u r a lame piece of shit...

u sux...

u sux...

u sux, sux, sux...

i wun hate u cos u simply dun deserve my hatred...

i rather conserve my energy on else...

frm now, i dun noe u...

u portray urself to be so great, kind, nice but almost everyone see through u and treat u as nth...

saw RZ and PH in vivo distributing flyers n balloon and i approached them.. haha.. $5 per hour..

went to sentosa with s10.. fun, fun, fun.. too bad, i didn get tanned!!! finally saw amala!! dun noe how to blog abt our outing.......

Innovians outing this fri.. great chance to meet all my friends!! =)

to ij samatha: cheer up!! dun think too much!! u nv noe what will happen. enjoy wat u hav now.

to eug: ur case will be settle soon. dun worry too much, u'll be fine..

current mood: mood-less, kinda of sian

went bowling with seok, xy, huimei, wk after school today.. i sux at it!!! haha!!!

MASS PON-NING TODAY!!! onli 6 ppl in our class went school. these ppl are ME, huimei, wk, huimin, changyu n samuel. wk, huimei and i was rotting in school frm 8 till 1230 when the school gates finally open.. damn sian, nth to do, no teaching nth. we chatted to kill time.
Mr. ling upon seeing onli 6 ppl in the row.. he asked' Do they noe that they have school today???' we gave him a dun noe face!! changyu was saying' finally, i decided not to pon yet all ponned!!'
i did a good deed today which is to help cm take the class photo.. so nice of me today, praise me bah!!! =)i also help amala take her photos n i smsed her to tell her. Guess wat??? she's working.. lol.. in a 7-11 store!!

for those who ponned, too bad u cant take ur photo till mon!!!

my love!!!

On friday, i received a text msg which made me think. When i saw what was written in the text, a mixture of feelings shown up. the text msg said ' Aye babe.. i've withdrawn frm sch..won't be comin anymore..send ma regards to s10 gang wid ya..love ya'll.. work hard k' Happy that Amala has found her way, jc life is not what she wanted.. gg into mass com is what she always wanted and she will make it there.. sad that a good friend of mine left me..i will never get a chance to be with her in school anymore, not being able to accompany me back home anymore.. the seat beside will be left empty forever.. the road where amala, jiemin n me used to walk to the 172 bus stop will be lonely..

recently, i seriously tot of gg poly while studying for exams.i imagine myself playing all times, just nid to study when exams comes, just lik what my bro used to do.. seriously speaking, i have NEVER see my bro doing tutorial. he onli do pw n study when exams comes. most of the time, he will just stay at home and rot to the core..i seriously tot of withdrawing just lik what i tried to do in innova..i even took the withdrawal form. but i didn withdraw..

however, after physic test, our last paper, i stayed at home till monday (today). i have nth to do at home n i feel lik rotting at home. i'm used to jc life.. during my weekends, i will mug with my classmates. but now i realli feel sian.. realli sian..it realli made me think whether i should withdraw or not.. the road ahead is a tough one n i dun noe whether i can mak eit if i didn withdraw..........

just chat with this guy frm innova n he told me something extremly funny. and i'm gg to blog this for the benefit of my friends to relieve their stress n to kill boredom.. this guy wants me to name him as 'anonymous' so that he wun get into trouble with this A. here goes our conversation..

anonymous SAYS:den we got 1 joker duing math exam..
anonymous says:he go write essays during exams
anonymous says:den passed up qn paper only after end of examtoday is my day!!! says: LOL
today is my day!!! says:who

anonymous says:u guess who lor
anonymous says:u know that person de

today is my day!!! says: A

anonymous says: hahas
anonymous says: clever
today is my day!!! says: lol lol lol lol
today is my day!!! says: STUPID

anonymous says: den he really big joker la...
anonymous says: that day make me laugh alot times
anonymous says: morning he go ask mr kooh whether he can dun take maths paper anot
anonymous says: mr kooh says cannot
anonymous says: after that he go try persuade mr kooh
anonymous says: den in the end mr kooh ask him go...den see the paper if dunno how to do anything den ask the invigilator see whether he can leave anot

today is my day!!! says: HAHA
today is my day!!! says: JOKER

anonymous says: after that during the exams he really go ask =="

today is my day!!! says: DIAOZZZZ

anonymous says: but i think is invigilator dun let him
anonymous says: so he go write essays

today is my day!!! says: CLASSIC
today is my day!!! says: WE SHOULD LEARN FRM HIM
today is my day!!! says: i gg to blog this n show my pioneers

anonymous says: den after the exams paper collect finish the invigilator announced the paper so hard until people doing essays =="
anonymous says: i laugh until wanna die

today is my day!!! says: haha.. sarcastic

anonymous says: but really very hard lor the paper...

today is my day!!! says: joke of my life

anonymous says: dun say i tell u 1 hor...
anonymous says: later A see le kill me

today is my day!!! says: he wun come to my blog one la

anonymous says: u'll nv know ^^
today is my day!!! says: okie
today is my day!!! says: i put u as nameless

anonymous says: lolx
anonymous says: i think put me as shuai ge better ^^
today is my day!!! says: okay..
today is my day!!! says: blah

anonymous says: lolx..jus joking only...dun take it seriously!!
today is my day!!! says: i will take it seriously

The conversation goes on...

i think A realii kuku de.. wrote essays for maths. then he wrote calculate no. while doing Gp. worse than the S in 07s10. classic ppl!!